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[c]d4rkang3l
Saturday, April 21, 2007
oh man.... sch's in 2 days, i dono whether to happy or be sad........ i sort of miss school because been rotting for the whole holidays, and i seriously need to clear my modules. i dread school cos i wanna continue rotting and i seriously need to clear my modules.

i wanna get a few things done this yr and hopefully i can fulfill them

1. get my driving license
2. get a car
3. get my boat license
4. get a boat
5. get a plane license
6. i was just kidding
7. drumming lessons
8. save money
9. save more money
10. spend all of it

ok that was rather constructive haha

and sooooooo my timetable isn't so bad, considerably quite well compared to most people, and i definitely am in a different class with the rest, it'll be hard to meet up now and i still need take 3 cds cos i failed psycho. man sometimes i wonder if i was born to play, im ridiculously lazy to study. but i noe for sure i have determination and drive to get the job i want to have a good life in the future.

hmmm today's post is gonna be short, cos i gotta wake up early tml, going peninsula in the afternoon, more stories nxt time alright, the moment of truth is coming soon haha. and amanda ur not gonna read my sms-es. be glad u noe, dun ask for too much =p

p.s. i may be imagining things or mayb im over-sensitive but im pretty sure im right abt what ur thinking but i hope once u noe what has happened, we would still be friends. i dun noe how to break this news to you but u'll noe it sooner or later, hope it wouldn't be awkward when we meet again.

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11. get a crane license
12. get a crane
13. haha



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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
i finally went to renew my cdc registration!!

no more teasing me solomon lol !

took me a while to actually get there. never been there by bus and foot before. actually only been there once by dad's car. today wasn't so packed, there was only 1 person in front of my queue registering for class 3 but still it took so long to have a counter available, most of them were busy booking dates for prac tests or lessons.

after renewing i came back home cos had nth to do. supposed to meet zy go peninsula at 3. but somehow he misunderstood i said wednesday. so today was sort of unplanned. so anyway tml go also good. i got to go ICA at lavender to extend my passport, might be going cruise on friday weeeeeeeeeeee. now the only problem is nobody wants to go. i dun have to cash to buy anything but i jus want to do some window shopping.

i jus caught underworld evolution recently, i finally watched the whole show after some sneaks from bohan's laptop. and i finally went siglap market for food. i went there, expecting the satay hc and wilbur always mentions, AND THERE WAS NO SATAY?! broke my heart and betrayed my trust................ anyway had fried 'square prawn' mee.. for some reason the prawns they use are liked stacked together n the shape of a square mayb they just took it out from a box.

so that's abt all. mayb i'll fill in more more details in the future if any of u noe wad i mean. and dun bother asking me before i do. im a secrets person hahahahhaha

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betrayed my trust............. =x



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[c]d4rkang3l

Saturday, April 14, 2007
this year isn't so bad for me after all. i guess a lot of luck has been entrusted into me =]

soooooooooooo this is the 1st time im blogging once i wake up cos i noe i wun be able to blog tonight. meeting up with them tonight for dinner later. actually the main reason is i haven blogged for days haha.

remember the game i was playing on fishy's laptop? the game is called ink ball and i spent a few hours on it jus to break the record. such a game addict =x anyway i slept and woke up at 11 am, went to hc's room to slack a while until i dozed off agn haha. woke up at late afternoon i think, watched some tv before going home with fishy.

11apr
i think i spent my day at home at staying online. absolute boredom until people talked to me on msn. chatted with a friend i hasn't met and contacted in a very long time till 9am i think. chatted abt a lot of things. the usual talk and crapping and blah blah blah. and then i fixed somebody's cupboard which i dono why, i jus felt i had to fulfill my destiny HAHAHAH

12apr
after msn-ing and fixing the cupboard went to slp for 3 hours. supposed to meet them for lunch at pizza hut but i got there at 6+ instead. since they all ate already, i starved till 9 before getting sandwiches to eat. but at least im more determined to eat less now hahaha. played mahjong till abt 11 30 and hc said cannot stay -.- so we went home at 12 30. oh ya the cupboard i fixed, my dad told me ytd it was wrong, as in IKEA delivered the wrong size. it was half the size he ordered.which means i have to fix another one 2 times bigger. but nvm. i think i could really use the space haha.

13 apr
went hc hse again. couldn't stay agn -.- anyway we watched battle of wits, excellent show, played some ping pong and then went home, spent hours watching youtube videos and playing online mahjong before waking up at 3+

ok time to take shower otherwise i'll be so late. see u soon !

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some retard called me a pig =x



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[c]d4rkang3l

Tuesday, April 10, 2007
im blogging at hc hse !

fishy jh kaho is here too. that bohan is sleeping like a pig. but he has training tml.

funny they called me at 10 30, asking whether i wanna go and stay over. mayb they needed my monkey game and an extra xbox controller haha. anyway i was nice i treated them oreo mini's which cost like $4+ i ate like 1/4 of it though.

been here for quite some time. roughly 4 hors bu i've been doing nothing except watch them dota and play metal slug on jh psp. SO SO SO SO BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORED !

i got nth much to blog abt today. too busy with other things haha. im watching fishy and jh play some ink ball game on windows vista on fishy's laptop.. damn addictive haha. see u again soon !

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i still cant believe they called me here for the xbox controller =x



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[c]d4rkang3l

Sunday, April 08, 2007
JOHN TEO IS NO.1 ON MY VOWED-TO-BE-TAKEN-REVENGE-ON LIST

GOD DAMN IT I HATE HIM




ok i totally needed that. sooooo life this week isn't so bad. did quite a few things.

1. i cut my hair
2. i dyed my hair
3. i practised waxing my hair
4. played pool
5. played ball
6. went vivo
7. went for prayers
8. played ball

i guess that summarises my week lol

i bought a anti-dandruff shampoo from cut n curl after cutting and dyeing that fateful hairstyle which i think looks a bit retarded. i might go back to cut a bit again because my fringe isn't even which i think looks a bit retarded too. and i found out an interesting fact. the guy's name at cut and curl is blue. i noe neither his parents had blue hair but if i marry a blonde, my child would be named yellow, if i marry a brunette, my child would be named red and needless to say if i marry an indian, my child would be named black (not trying to be racist, asians have black hair). anyway the shampoo reeks of some funny oil and herbs and i dun think any1 likes the smell either. after my visit to the salon i met up with amanda and jean to go parkway, jean took her passport size photo den amanda went home. me and jean then went to gelare to meet up with sufong suling charissa and bohan(bohan self inviation lol). had good food and drinks there. mango citrus smoothie, carbonara and their ever delicious waffles. spent a whole lot of money there.

next day went to play pool. had aston's with hc and zy before meeting fishy. ordered a double up chix(hickory bbq and black pepper) with onion rings and potato salad and a snapple. YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM !!

pool was fun and i din have to pay! we played some league games and winner din have to pay and i won. so lucky hahaha. i guess i stole all of zy's luck. there was 1 game when i break, the cue ball jumped over the balls, hit the bank, and breaked from the back. it was a damn cool shot. hc suggested we take a camera and film all my amazing pool tricks. i though it was a good idea but i think i will spend 3 hours trying to make a 3 min video on my genius shots so forget it. had laksa after that and took 12 home.

called jasper to play ball jus before reaching home but he din answer. he told me earlier tht he will be playing at a cc near his fren's hse so i i went there to look for him, had all my gear in my bag anyway (supposed to meet jeremy but i lost his number and he din contact me -.-). wasn't very fun though. we had 7 people so the only thing to do was 3v4 and i was on the 3 side. not fun having 2 people guarding and i cant get the freaking ball. still perspired like hell obviously coz i got lots of excess f*** to lose lol.

headed to vivo with bur chih jean zk and aaron they day after i think. everything was nice except lunch. marche at vivo sucks. should have gone ahead with my sushi tei. i miss their lobster mango sushi and the golden mushroom wrapped in beef with teriyaki sauce.... omg thinking of it makes me drool. please go there when we all have budget please...................

slacked at hog's breathe cafe, played declare with evil forfeit. we ordered nachos coz it was only $6 during happy hour. and that happy hour appetizer lsted 3 hours. it came with some funny green paste. i think's it's green pea or some funny veg paste. anyway it was disgusting. it's cold, slimy and awful tasting. loser for declare had to eat mouth of it. the losers obviously din enjoy a moment during happy hour lol. wilbur ate the 2 last mouths with added funny stuff lol. had a great time there although i only drank ice water and the rest had beer. im such a wuss man. think i shall drink my dad's new bought chivas regal 18...... wooooooo new target for chalet lol. took a train home. chih and zk were damn irritating i swear they will be on the list together with john soon. not gonna tel u people why. it's jus some freaking irritating rumours. actually it's the same reason why i put john at no.1

that damn teo kuku

today went to the garden of remembrance for some lame prayers. main point was to visit my grandparents and uncles. i kinda miss my grandparents. i miss staying at their place every holidays. sighhhhhh

came back home to paint the house. it's abt 80% done finally. went to play ball after that. couldn't play even a single proper game. the cc had friendly games and united world college women's team no.7 she's is singapore's women's team la wtf. i recall seeing her during training. u noe some days the men's team train with the women's team so i saw her haha. and they playing against bedok north girl's. anyway she totally owned bedok north girl's the score was like 44 - 26

came back home and slacked for 3 hours i think. blogging took up another hr and a half. so ya my elbows are aching now because im blogging on the bed lol. so i guess i'll blog agn some other day. so long folks.


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sushi tei please....... still drooling.........
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u actually believed im sg men's team? HAHA SUCKERS =D



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[c]d4rkang3l

Tuesday, April 03, 2007
GOOD CHARLOTTE - MARCH ON


Don't cry
Open up your eyes and know
There's someone else out there that feels this way

I'm singing to you
Cause I know what you've been through and now
It's not so long ago I felt the same

Like soldiers
March on
If we can make it through the night will see the sun
March on, march on

I remember summer nights alone
Fireflies the only thing we own
All we ever dreams of California
I remember winters were so cold
Hunger was the only thing we know
And rock n roll dreaming was what saved us

Like soldiers
March on
If we can make it through the night will see the sun
March on, march on

Till we see the sun
Till we see the sun

Through the good times,
Through the bad times
Through the long days
Through the hard nights
Keep on till we see the sun

Like soldiers
March on
If we can make it through the night will see the sun
March on, march on

Like soldiers
March on
If we can make it through the night will see the sun
March on, march on

Even when there's no one there for you march on
Even when the days are long for you march on
Like soldiers
March on



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[c]d4rkang3l

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO =]

1st of all yes yes i noe i haven blogged for as long as forever. i always cant seem to find the time to do so. i couldn't find the determination and drive within me.

things aren't the same anymore. i cant seem to find my soul and heart to do the things i wanna do.. it's as if my mind had a mind of it's own and it likes to just laze around. right now, im confused and im losing my sanity over meager things, malicious thoughts running freely, foolish and goofy ideas floating around, taking up my brain storage meant for something bigger. something special.

ok actually not that exaggerating but it's somewhat like that. im a little disoriented and adrift. anyway i was just learning to be more profound(or senseless) like bird. now when i read it. i feel absolutely retarded. making no sense at all. seems like i got lots to learn from u bird lol.

2nd a thousands apologies to my fans, u guys have been there for me all these while, so ever supportive, ever loyal. (shit i need to get these emotional talk out of my head.)

OK BACK TO REALITY -poof-

the last time i blogged was during feburary. during this long period of time, i've seen and experienced many things. the one thing that sets me off is my uncontrollable spending. my ang bao money is gone while my brother still has his 1k($300 birthday ang baos). im finishing my 2 months holiday allowance as well.. so u do the math. oh ya. a whole bunch of people owe me money too but still i've been spending way over limit. i should jus throw my saving plans away.

one bizzre thing happened during chinese new yr. my father wrote wishes in han yu pin ying on the ang bao he gave me.. although they were'nt exactly the best pin ying(so bad it should be called ying yu pin ying) i've seen but it's his 1st time in all my 20 years. let me show u a few examples.

1. soon soon li li
2. tu shu li hai
3. khow ti ee ming
4. wan zi lu ee

there's another that is kinda odd. but i'll leave it to the pics to talk some other time.

after the chinese new yr celebrations it was the freaking papers. i fucking screwed all of them. even the supp papers were crap. i had the supp during the chalet which was lame. i couldn't even concentrate. anyway it's over. im mentally prepared. sorry grace and bird lol.

ok apart from playing and playing and playing during the holidays i've done nth else. haven even cut my hair in like 4 or 5 months. im go0nna get it done tml. get a nice cut, colour and highlight. the ultimate hardcore rocker style. been day-dreaming of jamming to rock songs with drums. all a fantasy. i suck at hand leg co-ordination.

another thing i failed to do always. the damned driving license. i swear to start by this week. otherwise i be a ******* ******* ***** ******** *****

recently jean and amanda have been asking what's the meaning of the swearing vocabs. like knn or nb or hong gan. coz we scold these words when we dun even noe the meaning right amanda neh-neh-pok?

basically these rich cultural swearing has been around longer then we(or i) live. so dun bother asking what they mean. 99% of us teenagers and and small time gangsters know nuts abt them. a quick lesson. if a small time ah beng come ard and starts swearing because he doesn't like u when u've done nothing, shoot him back by asking what he is trying to say, ask if he noe what he is scolding. de start bombarding him with english swearing and throw all the profound words like "u insignificant unrefined juvenile delinquent. stop swearing with uncultured dialect profanity without even knowing what it means." if that fails try a big ROAR in his face and make him wet his pants. if that fails try lunging a punch or kick his balls. if that failssssssssss, it never fails.

well that was a mixture of little history, sound advice, humour and full of bullshit haha.

now for the march babies section. this month we have 4 babies = more $pending jacks's place on 16 march to celebrate fish and bird's birthday although fish and company went off somewhere else to have cheaper food lol. we got fishy a mouse pad and a carpet-material tigger, we got bird a $50 converse voucher and a bid bird book from mini-toons. after that was some slacking at marina hk cafe and home sweet home.

the following week was the ever-losing-money-organiser-chalet. but it's ok i think rabbits are more generous during the pig yr lol. chalet was for jun hao and jazreel but that fatty came for a day and disappeared. she seldom hang out with us anymore. i seldom hang out with her anymore. i seldom hang out with apple too. and joan too. and grace too. and gavin too. and kuan hian too. and my old friends too.

and for the following 2 weeks it has been simpang, crossfire and siglap. we had hk cafe ytd. lots of fun there. wilbur was uber funny.. non stop laughter at the tables lol. i made a new friend jeremy too haha. he is interested in wilbur lol. i wanna move to siglap. it's gt everything i want there. the ulitmate slacker paradise. cheesecake cafe, george's, 7-11, mac, coffeeclub, cartel, thai express, hk cafe, haagen dazs, starbucks, gelare, killiney, siglap market and pie factory.. CAN U IMAGINE? HOW MUCH CAN I EAT? HAHA

omg i've been blogging for more than 1 and a half hr. i better wrap this up and get some sleep. might be playing pool tml. all the best for the coming sem! guys hope for more girls in eng sch! and john dun disturb jolene. i heard she's really afraid of u hahahaha. kk shall end it here.
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neh-neh-pok neh-neh-pok !



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[c]d4rkang3l

Monday, February 12, 2007
it's been a while since i last blogged.... dun really have the time and commitment to blog every 2 or 3 days..

been telling myself to study but i never do.. i bring books and notes along to school but i never study.. in the end either go eat with frens, go shop or worse still.. i went arcade and lan -.-

comprog was really irritating... my code din use the proper methods and switch cases so i had to re-do... then that selfish zy dun wan send me a copy of his... so pissed off at him la.. i mean jus for this once let me copy the damn code and let me pass java.. -.-

and solomon and alan aren't that fun too.. i hate it when solomon pulls my pants down and always try to take me down when he cant wahahhaha.. alan is worst.. he likes to physically abuse people.. which i find it dumb and immature although i usually laugh along.. but sometimes things shouldn't this... i dun noe how to explain it.. and he is like super petty.. in project group.. his expectations are damn high and when he's pissed he doesn't wanna do anything.. and gives u that du lan face and blah blah blah..

anyways................. kinda emo tonight... was going well in the morning and afternoon.. then close to dinner time and way back home got quite irritating... my feel-the-strong-need-and-must-of-helping-out-and-responsibility dad... got the whole family walking here and there helping out in a range of things.. 1 was scooping rice for every1.. it was jus retarded... are my cousins and uncles really that lazy or dun have the ability to scoop rice themselves? i mean i dun see the meaning of helping out when u scoop rice for them... we dun even that at home.. i may sound stupid and unfilial but i think getting ur own food is really basic and helping others is really unnecessary..

plus he nv likes to take stuff on his own... even if it's jus 5 steps away.. sometimes his requests are really annoying.. he calls u from the 3rd floor, u ask what he wants and he doesn't reply u... that's fucking irritating.. and so being filial, u go up to check wad he wants and then he asks u to bring smth from downstairs and then u climb like 2 extra floors for nth -.-

back to wad happened today, on the way home, he was talking a lot of crap... lots of so called wake-up talk.. NAGGY NAGGY NAGGY NAGGY NAGGY =x


ok enough complaints.. i wanna make this bedtime story a little more pleasant haha.. i went heeren to exchange for the black crumpler instead... so much nicer than the orange one.. so much more uncommon too... i din noe why i fell into peer pressure to get the orange 1 at 1st LOL jasper got one of the bags too.. brown and orange.. his one is nice too but a little too small for me..

and i just realised that was the only happy thing that happened today.. cant rem anymore nice things to say haha... oh well i shall jus end it here.. be back here soon.. i sense some event going to happen this week haha bye !

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shall go arcade tml.. oops i mean studying =x



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[c]d4rkang3l

Tuesday, February 06, 2007
sorry for that emo post... i was going through a rough time although i dun look like it.. but many thoughts running through my mind and lots of stress from the projects which i haven even finished...

the previous post was kinda unnecessary.. but nvm... the rainy days are over... feeling a lot better today...

my cousins and aunt came back to singapore from china just ytd... they're the cutest cousins i ever had... but the boy very playful and stubborn... never wants to stop playing.. he a bit deprived of childhood.. his mom seldom lets him play but he doesn't has self-control like his younger sister...

anyway............... today's post would be short...

MY LAPTOP HAS BEEN TAKEN AWAY...

how to post an entry with feelings?! my mother brought the 7 yr old laptop to the office... thinking that it would be safe from viruses and wun spoil if she left it in the office... but wad can i do? i could only take a 512mb thumb drive i save as much data as i can... i sort of maximised the space... there was 272kb free space left lol..

tml is a long day... got psy presentation at 8, psps presentaton at 10 and handing in java assignment at 1... haiz... i bet i will totally screw up one of the presentations... and for java.. dun ask.. hopeless lol...

valentines coming real soon... celebrating singlehood !! any 1 joining me? hahaha.. ok got to get some sleep soon.. got 4 1/2 hrs to sleep zzzzzzzzz

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im NOT being a lame ass emo kid



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[c]d4rkang3l

Saturday, February 03, 2007
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK


sorry i jus felt like shouting that..

smth is very wrong with me these 2 days... jus feeling so fucked... i dun feel good at all.. problems here and there.. pissed at some things and people and myself...

some friends are jus fucking retards... some parent is jus fucking irritating...........

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH CAN U PEOPLE JUS FUCK OFF?!


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im being such a lame ass emo kid -.-



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